She’s beautiful & curvy. Wide hips & plush full lips.
Yes, You like what you see & you want her.
But will you still want her & love her more on the days that she can barely love herself?
Will you still want her when she has no strength to maintain her physical beauty?
Will you still want her through anxious days & tearful nights?
Will want her when her talkative days turn to unplanned quietness?
Will you want her through the days of moody depression & moments that she feels unworthy or so damaged she can barely function?
Will you still want her through the disorganized insecure thought patterns that have become a part of her “normal” life?
Will you want her when she throws jealous fits because she feels inadequate?
Will you still want her when she becomes impulsive & controlled by previous experiences?
Will you want her when she lashes out at you because of her past pains?
Will you still want her when she can’t “be there” for you because she can barely “be there” for herself?
Will you want her when she all of a sudden becomes “sensitive” to words because a harsh tone flooded her mind & heart with dark memories?
Will you still want her when she can’t explain herself out of fear that she will be reminded of it later?
Will you still want her when she shuts down out of fear that you will blow up?
Will you still want her when her silence becomes her loudest cry?
Will you still want her with internal wounds that have been covered but not fully healed?
Yes, you like what you see. But do you REALLY WANT her???
Editor’s note: This post was originally published [March, 2020] and has been updated for freshness, accuracy, and comprehensiveness.
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